KEepP YOUR RESOLUTIONS KIDS!

its funny how u can kno someone better than they know themself..... and wish that u didnt, and all the while they never even realize it..... some people just dont get it and u want to shake them and tell them how to live their lives but even if u culd, they wuldnt listen....sometimes u gotta realize that they just dont care and never will because they are to selfish to see who really cared about them, and now its time to say good bye b/c u cant wish them into seeing what they are doing and how many people they are screwing over. but the consolation is one day they will wake up and realize it, but itll be to late.even the strongest love will come to an end if it is only one sided . they think they have got it all figured out, no matter how many friendds they lose along the way, they just coast through life trying to fool everybody when in reality they only end up fooling themselves and no one else...... they dont realize a good thing until its gone and even if they want it back their pride wont allow them to simply admit they were wrong and apologize. its as simple as that.

wake up wake up before u lose it all

so its 2:30 AM and me and my mom just got home from lookin at lights and last minute shopping!!!!!!!!!!!! haha yea we are cool. its CHRISTMASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!  and i am soooooooooooooooooooooooo exxxxxxcccccciiittttteeeeedddd!!!! so yea i have worked a ton lately but i really dont mind bc its been  really fun. i really have nothing to say i am on an ihop caffeine high. I HOPE EVERYONE HAS A REALLY MERRY AND HAPPY CHRISTMAS!!!! AND I HOPE EVERYONE IS HAVING A GOOD BREAK!!!!!

 hey isnt that cute <3

ive been tagged by ms rebecca rogers so here it is---

1. i love the smell of copy paper

2. starbucks is my favorite place in the world

3. i want to be a world wide known author

4. laughing until your abs hurt is the best feeling ever

5. if i culd choose any way to be proposed to it would be written in fireworks on new years eve in paris

hmmm so i just got home from work where it was incredibly cold, and tips sucked. and the tips i did make, i ahd to substitute it for money i lost somehow. i have got to stop losing money, its gotten bad lol. thats really not funny actually. but i had orientation at hollister today and its gonna be soo fun. jess got hired with me and so did acouple of victory guys we know. i'm soo excited! and i get my braces off in 3 days. i cant waittttt. ugh but if it snows on wednesday the roads might be like frozen thursday and i possibly might have to wait. that wuld suk more than anything. i pray for snow the whole winter but the one time it snows in gay oklahoma is the only day i dont want it to but w/e. so yea i luv u all!!!!!  <3<3<3<3.

and catholic school

as viscious as roman rule

i got my knuckles bruised

by a lady in black

and i held my togue, as she told me son

fear is the heart of love

SO I NEVER WENT BACK

TIFF

hhhmm well yes im quite sure i probably gained about 10 freakin pounds on thanksgiving....but doesnt everyone?? so i absolutely LOVE this time of year it makes me so incredibly HAPPY! christmas commercials and eggnog (personally i think eggnog is sick, but u know its christmas time when stores start sellin eggnog) and nerdy christmas music and sales and lights and everything!!!! and the weather is absolutely perfect too. but my absolute favorite thing about this time of year is starbucks. they have the christmas cups and specail holiday drinks and its so warm and smells soooooo good. where wuld we all be w/o starbucks??!seriously take a moment, close your eyes, imagine a life without starbucks...... awful isnt it!! i hope it snows on christmas, how perfect wuld that be! u ever get in those moods where like you look at your life and u wuldnt change anything? everything just seems....right. its probably the best feeling ever. my biggest problem right now is forgetting to buy coldplay tickets. and yes this is quite a large problem but not compared to most. so as jim carry says in bruce almighty "its good" and i love it. LOVE IT! and i love u!

   thankfully,

       there  is  no

BEAUTY 

in (perfection)

SO WE CAN ALL RELAX

................................................................

(tiff)

Remember This Remember That

so maybe i dont want to be found

in a place set apart from reality

where i'm free to pretend for one second more

that its still you and its still me.

here i am and nobody knows

recalling all colors that long since fled

repeating like a fractured-flipbook in my head

altogether a perfect shade of blue and Green

a shade so beautiful, if Only yOu had seen

the last moments we really smileD

now forever frozen in Black and white

i can still feel your hand laced with mine

as we fell asleep on that verY last night

but time thEn took a turn-

and i left you at the Bend

so tired of riddLed rhymes and broken trUths

my tEars can finaly mend-

Today will never mEet Tomorrow 

if always blinded by  Yesterday's sorrow

so if i swEar one thing its this

never again will i be hurt by your kisS